I'm tripping on words ,

You've got my head spinning ;

I'm back, and here's to me turning fifteen. (:

Happy birthday.

So I'm older by a year now. And yeah, I've gotta think more like an adult now, I've gotta stop behaving like a kid and stuff. No more candles, no more cartoons. Hoho. I guess, it's really time for me to grow up. I've seen so much these fifteen years, and learned so much too. I've grown to realise that the reason for our existence in this world, is to love. We were created out of love, and we're born to love. Yet it's one thing to say it, and another to actually do it. Cause when the world rears it's ugly head at you, there's no way out. All you can do, is to take whatever shit that's being thrown at you, pick yourself up, and brace yourself from another attempt to hold you down.

I'm gonna learn from these fifteen years. Surviving in this world isn't easy, it never was. When the only comfort you could ever find, is in your family, and maybe in your lover's eyes. But in the end, it's all down to you. You never know when fate's gonna deal another blow in your direction, you never know the future.

Cause it's you and me,

And all of the people with nothing to do.

You never know how a simple message you sent, how a short call to say happy birthday meant so much to me. Even though it hurts to know someone else's waiting on the other line, and that someone's always on your mind, I won't mind. I won't. Cause you never know how much you meant in my heart. <3

Okay. September 19th's gonna be over real soon. I'll miss the touch of the mouse, and the constant typing on the keyboard. But then again, the darn exams are nearing. Yeah, I know no matter how hard I study, I never do get the results I so badly want. I've got a feeling all these studying aren't gonna do much help.

I'm gonna learn You and Me ! One day, I'll just play it for you. <3

Thanks for the short smses, everyone. (: Thanks mum, thanks dad. (:

And thank you. <3